From a Repenter Diary

How many times do i have to sin ,

How many times do i have to fight ,

With inner self ,

Maybe till my last breath ,

Maybe this was written for me this way ,

Or

If i am lucky ,

May Allah love the way i repent everyday ,

Stuck in a labyrinth

I see no way out

I feel so helpless

Stuck in my sins

I was never meant to commit

But

Maybe this is how all beings are like

Even the Prophets ,
Till they made a sincere Taubah

And then
Every Sin is erased like it never was there before
You know why ?
Because Al – Rahman ❤

And
I am here
Waiting for my turn ,
Eagerly waiting for HIS mercy
Oh Allah i need you ,
Oh Allah i need you … !


In sha Allah

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